Sigh, it's been 5 days since dear went onto that sickening Pulau Tekong. The first 3 days were perfectly fine. I had some energy from I-have-no-idea where, such that I had such confidence I'd have enough patience to last me till next Friday!
There's still 6 days to go. It seems to me an impossible task now. =(
Ever since I missed that call the very first day, I've been making sure my phone is with me everywhere I go. My heart leaps whenever I hear a message coming in. Well, though most messages stated that he might not be able to call, but at least it's something.
I was so close to him just a few hours ago, at Pasir Ris. Yet, it seemed so distant. What an irony.
Every night, I prepare a whole list of things to ask him. But I never got the chance to, because time is simply not enough. We didn't even have the chance to talk for 1 second today. Can I just have my 30 seconds per day, please?
I guess this journey will be tough... but it'll be worth it. I know my idiot will enjoy himself thoroughly.
We can do this. Let's press on...
I miss you.
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