To My Dearest Idiot,
I've really never wanted to doubt you. I'm so sorry I did. It really hurt me to see you so worried and upset. Made me hate myself for that. Really didn't feel like continuing the talk when I saw your look.
I've been telling myself not to compare, not to compare, but I just couldn't help it. I guess I knew too much about your past... You know, girls really tell their girlfriends everything. I know how you asked her to be your girlfriend, how you celebrated her birthday... I know almost everything you said to her, what happened when you all went out...
Sometimes I wish I really didn't know all these! I know you love me... I know, I really already knew... But I just don't know why, just cannot control my thoughts.
I won't be able to tell you all these face to face cos you known I won't be able to control my emotions... =x
The problem is, girls always expect people to think along the same frequency. Girls expect people to read their minds. Girls expect people to think of the same things they think of. And I think girls always like surprises. Hope I'm not expecting too much from you dear... Tell me if I'm putting too much pressure on you okay!
I'm so sorry dear, but don't worry too much. Seriously, THAT has never crossed my head. I know my heart is safe with you too.
POC27: Old Man's Chest <3
Love,
Your Idiot =)
